It has been a difficult couple of days. Not sure why. Have been really close to smoking but refused to go that route. Because I have had to concentrate on myself I have not done as much as I would have liked for all my wonderful viewers. I will forgive myself.
I think that this is all part of the process. I have to be prepared to take these ebbs and flows of my life. My humanity really does get to me now and then. I had a strange few days at work, as well. Apparently, anything that has gone missing must be in my office or I must have mislaid it. The first two of three didn’t effect my but by the time it got to 10 in a couple of days I was feeling it, big time. What was I feeling? Frustration and anger that I had to stay professional and not tell these people what I was really thinking. Anyone relate??
I found a wonderful story on YouTube and if you haven’t see William and the Windmills, please click on the link below and enjoy this wonderful story. I don’t know why these stories warm my heart the way they do.
YouTube Channel Update – Week 28
Lessons learned: One day at a time is difficult. Some days you have to be humble enough to know that one minute at a time may be necessary to overcome the monster that wants you to smoke again! Inspiration suggestion: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=arD374MFk4w